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Journal #2 "self destruction"

Ive always been weird when it comes to coping, there are moments where i have no problems, the other times where something makes me uproot everything ive ever done. Lately ive been finding myself destroying alot of things ive built up because im afraid of what ive done in the past. Afraid might not be the right word but i dont like looking into the past, but when i do i tend to hurt myself more than i gain anything. Quite literally nothing is safe. My past is iffy, and now that im becoming more myself than ive ever been, its hard to look back at anything before 2025. Shit even half of 2025 i regret. NOt entirely sure where i was going to take this journal entry, but rambling on doesnt seem right, so ill stop it here. - Astrid